the moon

i was looking at you to where i stand

and as I come closer.

the light seems to fade

the flame seems to lose its shine

i once held the moon on my hand

but i let it slipped away

now its shining. smiling.

but not for me..

cant turn back the hands of time

from the time when your bright was still mine

when you look at me with adoration

when i used to hear your laughter

filled with so much joy, excitement, anticipation

when our heart’s speak that same language that we know

even without a word, even without a sound

you heartbreaker,

ill be looking at your beauty at far

and at night I’ll be dreaming of you

until then.. until when?

Until i wake up..

and dream no more..

 

Haiyan

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

striking like a bullet

 

hitting thousands of lives

 

furious wind

 

fatal rain

 

a mass destruction

 

leaving a trail of goodbye

 

 

falling down

im having a bad day

frustration. agitation. disappointment

my mind wanders

i feel  lost

out of control

dwell into confusion

chasing for something unsure

troubles pour like rain                                                                                                                                                                                

my soul is drowning

i fell short. it crashing me down down down

a hole in my heart

i feel helpless

insufficient

with you and a prayer

please comfort me

get me through this battle

 

October 23

its 23^rd of October

and  its my birthday today

and i know..

I’ve got a lot of reasons,

Blessings to be thankful

To be grateful about

to laugh

to smile

to rejoice

to celebrate

I’ve got my family

My friends,

My favourite food,

Favourite place

My new clothes,

A new gift of life

But where are you?

Have i ever crossed your mind?

When you used to hold my hand,

Used touch my face,

Kissing me, Holding me while i weep

drying my tears..

Promising forever

Happiness..

Did  you ever think of me?

On this day?

Remember me?

Somehow?

Someway?

 

a hush

You came along out of the blue

I was living in a shell, safe, and unmoved

But fate finds its way,

Breakthrough my armor

Stole my heart and soul

But I love you in a love that is forbidden

In a chance where love cannot flare openly, freely

And no matter how it feels so intimately right

it’s wrong for me to stay and love you

Now I know I have to let go and walk away

Not from you and not from our love

But from causing pain from the people around us

For our love is a love that never meant to last

 

the vow

 

 

The morning light pierced the mist

That kissed the walls of the church

Made old and dark by rusty bricks

Canopied by the blue sky above

When the priest into verse the ancient psalm

And the faithful knelt as one

I saw beneath the fading mist

yssa’s in prayer.. the lovely one

It was I guess a long time ago..

When love is sweet and great

And moment dear stood still

For yssa’s heart to keep.