Stilletos

you lovely creature,

trapped in the closet

every time you will fall in love,

you smile secretly,

you laugh behind that doors

you say those three words,

with a single audience to hear,

and at downfall

you heartbroken,

you hide those tears

you cry on the sly

weep alone

where no one can see

no one can hear

and when you step out

behind that stage

bloody red on your lips

high heels on your feet

pinkish dress you wore

you give one hell of a show

but what’s beyond that curtain

beyond that grin

and the act..

a story they will never know..

 

a hush

You came along out of the blue

I was living in a shell, safe, and unmoved

But fate finds its way,

Breakthrough my armor

Stole my heart and soul

But I love you in a love that is forbidden

In a chance where love cannot flare openly, freely

And no matter how it feels so intimately right

it’s wrong for me to stay and love you

Now I know I have to let go and walk away

Not from you and not from our love

But from causing pain from the people around us

For our love is a love that never meant to last

 

Lady in a Mask

she found herself in a closed room

wrapped by mirror all over the wall

as she glance with wonder upon the place

she saw a face over the mirror

a face in a mask

the mask reacts around the echoes

changes with its environment demand

it struggle, transform, mimic

to fit in the crowd, be not rejected

be not condemn and be safe

a calm and bold mask

that see no fear and grief

a mask that projects a smile and grin

a mask made up of deception

theatrically concealed with lies

as the mask starts to fall on her face

she saw an image she barely recognize

faceless, shattered, broken

she wanted to take-off the mask

free herself from pretensions and dishonesty

scream all her feelings that she disguised

be herself and let it be

but she can’t..she won’t..

so still she hide what lies behind

and fight again the very thing that she cry-out

lovelorn, wounded and bleeding

Latent, Id, Vacillation

she wears a mask.